你看到吗？

渐渐地，

时间已过了这么久，

我们联络的次数是多少啊？

虽然半年已经过去了，

但是我还是没有办法忘掉我们之间的

回忆。

我有时在想，

你过得好吗？

新的环境和学校都如何？

我真的很想知道答案。

但是，慢慢地想着，

我这样，

会太自私吗？

如果我问你，

你会回答我吗？

我真的真的想像以前那样，

就算不能在一起，

也能当朋友啊！

我希望你能体谅我的自私，

所以，

我们能当好朋友吗？

林耀阳。。。。。

Shinee~

I love SHINEE!! Ring Ding Dong!

April Fools Day

Today is April Fools Day, at first we were wondering to switch classes to play wif teacher. But our teacher didn't come, so we decide to not change classes. Then my friend start to draw the windows in our class without asking any permision... Then some of us try to stop them, but they shouted at us. Then we went down and tell Mdm Yeo Lay, which is our discipline teacher. She say that if it is no ophens, then they may draw, but they must rub it off after school. So we went back and tell them. But thay say they will not rub it off, they will leave it there for the whole entire year.. So because of that, some of us started to become upset and argueing. And me, I started to have headache, then I can't stand it than I cried... Because I think I didn't take good responsibility to do my job, is to look after the class. But my teacher say it is good that I realise this, but after I cry, I need to reflect and stand up again and do my responsibility better, this is a learning progress. So I need to really really reflect and make my way clear, and start to become a good chairperson... :)

Leisure Mall gathering ♥

Today is hd and jm gathering. But a lot of people didn't come. Especially him, he didn't come my mood is bad, if he come, my mood also bad. I don't know why.... Is it bacause I still like him?? Or I miss that time I went to the first gathering that memories come out of mind... I think so... But why I will have these memories in my mind?? Is it because I still like him?? But, today also very fun, wif Jia Wen, Hannah, Joe, How Ze and Tean Liang. Joe and Tean Liang tall ady, How Ze... More white hair ady. Hahaha! So cute, and our mind more sick ady....^^
Today we went to popular, fireworks, mcdonald and baskin robins. We went to baskin robins, and Lee How Ze went to buy roti boy, then we buy drinks and sit inside drinking and chatting. Then we went up and down. We kept on chasing the boys... And they kept on running up and down.... THey didn't change I think..... But gals changed.... Our mind and relationships changed alot..... Especially me.... Jia Wen too. But I hope that if we don't keep that in mind, I think it should be ok...
To others that didn't come to the gathering, I know that you wanna come, But some no transport, some no time, Nevermind. As long as you have a heart with hd n jm then I is alright~ Nomather you come anot, you are still our hd n jm, you are still my friend, my best friends. Hope to see you guys next time~ Miss you guys Love you guys alot.~

New School, New Life

this year 2011 year, the most stress n tired n painful year. At primary school, we learn those easy dance; but at secondary school, we learn how to control n how to correct yr movement when you dance..... Wow! Its very very hard. Everytime after class, my whole body started to pain because I didn't practise ballet at last year which is 2010 year of dec, now I practise back again it's so painful. OMG! In this year, the school's subject changed, the types of learning has chanhge very differently, n the most improtant thing is, those subject r really really hard for me!!!!! I use all the time to spend on doing hm n revising until I have a headache or sick. Can I have tht the six years? I think no... In this year, I need to make a good disition, leave or continue. If leave, I can meet my friends easily, n spend times wif my mom n dad; If stay, I need to really really work-hard for my lessons n start to control my missing home.So my dicition in this month is to leave.....

不能放下，就别放下吧~

我知道分手后你还是很想念不在属于你的他，
我知道他离开后你还是等待着他的回心转意，
我知道你是真的想要忘记他只是你却做不到，
我知道你依旧是那么在乎他只是装作不在乎...



就在两个人正式走回属于自己的世界以后，
你伤心，你难过，你想要倾述，你想大哭一场，
但你知道伤心的始终只有你自己一个人，
不是不肯让别人看错自己的软弱，
也不是不要得到任何人给你的安慰，
而是你知道，无论是谁都会要你放下，
说了等于没说，要是可以放下，那还需要诉苦吗？


如果那么轻易就能放下一切，那爱情还那么美丽吗？
如果能够那么轻易地忘了他，那当初何苦那么爱他？
如果是说放下可以过得更好，那有谁是真正放下的？
如果可以做到什么都不去理，那你就不会那么伤心了...


或许在将来的某一天，你真的放下了，
但原因绝对不会是因为你努力地想要放下过,
越是用力想要忘记一个人，越是容易想起他的一切，
越是努力想要放下一个人，越是不可能轻易地放下,
所以你选择过着思念他的生活，你选择每天想他，
一个人的生活有着两个人的身影，
一个人吃饭，工作，看戏，旅行，
然后在某一个你记不起来的时间里，
你再一次思念起了他，才发现，脑海中的他已经模糊了，
才发现，你有好久好久都没有想起他了...
想起他的时候，会心一笑，觉得当初的自己好傻，
有一点点心痛的感觉，但不再是那种痛不欲生的感觉，
有着一股淡淡的思念想找他，但拿起手机看了他的号码，
你还是把手机的键盘给锁上了，因为你找不到理由找他了，
只是单纯地想起你的生命中出现过这样地一个人，
曾经给你莫大的幸福，曾经也彻底地伤透了你的心...



如果你还放不下他，那就不要放下吧，
努力地违背自己心中的想法去做，
那不是一种心甘情愿，只会让你不快乐，
努力地坚持一个自己办不到的事，
那不是放下，而是另一种变相的执着...



放下一个人和爱上一个人其实都一样，
爱上一个人不需要理由，放下一个人也不需要，
爱上一个人就是为了幸福，放下一个人也是为了幸福，
没有一个方法去爱上一个人，也没有一个方法去放下一个人，
做不出选择，就让时间为了安排好一切，
时间不能帮你爱上一个人，却会让你爱上一个人，
时间不能帮你放下一个人，却能让你放下一个人...

爱

爱
由一个微笑开始，
用一个吻来成长，
用一滴泪去结束~~当你爱上一个人而不被对方所爱，是一件很伤心的事。
但最痛苦的莫过你爱一个人而却没有勇气让他知道你的感受。
最好的朋友是那一种能够让你坐在秋千上，不发一言，
然后静静地一起离开，感觉就是从未有过最好的对话。
这是真实的 ~~
你永不知道你得到了什么直至你失去了的时候；
而更加真实的是
你永不会知道自己失去什么直至他到达的时候。

每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，
也许这个人永远都不会知道，
尽管如此，
这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。
而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，
无论在什么时候，
只要被提起，
或者轻轻的一碰，
就会隐隐作痛。

得不到你所爱的，
就爱你所得的
听说，
在这个世界上，
最美的相遇是擦肩，
最美的誓言是谎言，
最美的爱都在昨天，
最美的思念是永不相见。
冷漠并不是无情，
只是一种逃避伤害的工具。
爱情和生活是分离的，
懂爱情的人不一定会生活，
会生活的人则已经失去了爱情。
像孩子一样简单的呼吸，
却找不到适合我的氧气。
女人有太多不知道的事情，
男人不知道太多该知道的事情。

爱情总是想象比现实美丽，
相逢如是，
告别亦如是。
我们以为爱得很深、很深，
来日岁月，
会让你知道，它不过很浅、很浅
最深最重的爱，必须和时日一起成长。